This weekend I went to visit my mom for Mother's Day and stopped to see my Grandma too. For once I had my camera. I decided to take you on a trip with me, a trip through photos, of a place that truly feels like it is in the middle of nowhere…The places I photographed are those that are engrained in my mind as familiar. Come along if you'd like…
(I almost deleted this whole post, it felt so terribly boring and long…So, sorry if it is….And, I warn, it really is very very long.)
Preparing to get on the freeway, takes me passed the evergreen cemetary. This is the first step to heading home, an hour and a half south of Tucson, Arizona.
The road home is a long stretch straight ahead. It probably feels long because you just drive straight ahead for and hour…Then you get to this little town infused with busy body obnoxious people called Nogales. From there you go about 30 minutes into the hills…So, here we go…
Passing the San Xavier Mission means that we are officially exiting Tucson…This is on ultra zoom while driving down the freeway. Looks like they are doing some restoration to the top there…It is a fascinating place, if you get a chance to visit it in life…
Driving along, I look to the left, I look to the right…Yep, looks like desert to me…
I know it looks creepy to you, but to me, it is normal. And yes, people do really come out of this place being fairly normal. Although, my father owned a business that allowed us to be in San Diego alot. I even lived there as a kid…Homebase was always in the desert though. But, most of my summers were spent in a very magical place, home away from home…
Yep, still drivin… I am about 20 minutes away at this point…
It gets greener as we get closer to the town…A little cooler too…
Almost to town, notice the warehouses. They line up and down the road, as this town's main industry is produce. This is where most of all of your veggies in the United States filter through. My dad owned a produce brokerage for 35 years….He retired the business a few years ago…Interesting huh? I can tell a ripe avocado from an unripe avocado from across the room. I was pretty much a pro at produce from about, 5 years old?? I used to love going into the ice cold warehouses with my dad to inspect the produce when I was little. It was freezing in there and, oh so hot outside. I miss the smell of all of the produce in wooden crates…Fresh and vegetably?
Are you bored yet??? Okay, now we hit the town… and travel through ultra windy roads to get to the hidden place where I grew up. I get so annoyed because I lived in the middle of nowhere since I was 5. There were no houses around us. Well, actually, there was one. And a girl I used to play with lived there, she was really mean, but I had no choice, no other kids around. The road was pure dirt and it seemed really really far. Now, the whole town has discovered the place and it is becoming populated, people fighting to live out there… So silly. Annoying really.
So, here we are down the long and winding road….
Finally we are here….But, the gate is closed. (most people have gated entries around here for safety purposes)
Yes, another winding road up the my parents house….I need a dramamine at this point…
Noone is here! What??? Grreat. I didn't bring my key…
I guess we can go snooping around… Now that is fun to me….This is a lovely tree! And, notice, the reason for this post, is to show you what the middle of nowhere is like. Look beyond the tree. Yep, nowhere.
And, if you walk to the other side of the yard and look over, again, you see, nothing???
Ooo, I see an open gate… let's go snooping in Mammie's side garden…Where everything is so short, for little elves and fairies…
Little benches…
A little work table for potting and fixing bird houses??
I am sooo amuzed at the grass..Betcha' didn't think you'd see anythin' green in this post huh? Where did you think I got my green thumb from???
My mom has funny things in her yard (and Dad's yard too). Like giant humongous boulders…
You can see how far we are in the hills by looking beyong these rocks at the town, way in the distance…
I hear a car!! Yep, I am going back through the yard.. and Yep, look who it is!! The hat-wearing dad himself…(he is really lovable, as you can tell) I think he is hugging all of you! hee…
My heart is sad for my mom and dad. They are all alone now, no kids at home, in the middle of nowhere…And we all don't visit that often because our lives are sooo busy. I just feel so sad for them sometimes. I should visit more often…
Time to open gifts. Momm-bee received a menagerie of art gifts, some Anahata Katkin cards, Awesome blocks from Stiletto Heights (custom made), a lovely checkbook cover from Thompson Designs , and some homemade treasures by me and me…
Wanna go snooping at Fairies in Kandeedo's room???? My Momm has filled it with fairies galore…She was showing me this contraption that is something like a fairy tree and when you clap you hear fairies giggling and they dance around…
Someday I am going to steal that Mackenzie-Childs desk below!!!!
Oh, I hear comotion!! Guess who just arrived! Kandeedo and Adam (my baby brother)…..
With her super-lovely shoes…
And her boyfriend….
And now, the fun begins!!!!! Eatin' lovely delights and off to Granny's, where all the witch stories, and creepy attics stem from…(that is Kandeedo below)
Oh My, why are Momm's refrigerators and pantry always so deliciously stocked???
Okay, let's go in our car caravan to granny's house.. Come on Kandeedo get out of Mammies car and ride with me!!! And Mammie asks, are all you munchkins in the car.. Nah, Kandeedo and I are takin' a detour on the way to Granny's…
So here we go, 30 minutesfrom my parents house and into town. And now, it gets interesting. You see, we are going into the town of Nogales itself. A strange and bizarre place. But, there is much history here, and the Mexican-Amercian border is there. So, if you all want to know what seperates you from Mexico come along!
I even drove through the old downtown to show you the Woolworth and Kress buildings, although all the shops are cheap knock off stuff now. Here we go…
First amuzing image as we enter the funky town…Not so sure about Disco and Sushi, you?? And, will that old school Limo pick us up?
Getting closer to where Grandma and Grandpa live…I want those stairs! Stairs to nowhere. Perfecto!!
Passed the entrance to Granny's street which is a mile long up hill steep road, and just into downtown. First you go passed the old courthouse…
So, just passed this, is the old dowtown. It is madness down here. Just at the end of the street, you can see a fence? That is the Mexican border. At the end of the street to the shops you can cross into Mexico by foot.
And to the right, is the "Placita" a little park-like place…(Kandeedo's eyeball)
And, here is what seperates Nogales, Mexico from Nogales, Arizona. Pretty freaky wall huh? You should see it at night all lit up. Look up the hill there…
as I turn to the right, I get to see Woolworth and Kress. Oh, how I long for the real shops to be in there…..Kandeedo exclaimed, look at the ceiling in the upstairs window…She tried to take a pic…
Now up to Granny's. Passed the old Post office, and the hundreds of mail trucks…and passed lovely old houses…..
My grandparents live up this really really steep and long hill, and you can't turn your car around, so you have to go to the top of the hill where there is a cul-de-sac. Then you turn around and come back down and park on a narrow side strip…But at the top, in the dustance, this is what you see. The border again…I am zooming in for you here…Scary huh? I never realized how big it was…Until I came way up the hill one day and was shocked…You can't see all this from the hills where I grew up in…Only 30 minutes away and it feels like a whole different world, don't you think???
If you look in the other direction you see the old church I went to, it is incredible inside, just beautiful, and the old highschool (I did not go there, but I used to think the Rocky movie was filned there when I was a kid)…
We are here. Kandeedo is yelling at me to stop snooping through my Grandpa's mass amount of treaures of metals and such…I make these wooden treasures full of found metals, so I pocketed a few scraps I found…I don't know that I can make it down 100 cobblestone steps without killing myself!!
Okay, we are here at Grannies house, and it is gift time….I am so excited to give her her very own Jennifer Kerr treasure!!! And, it is called Josephine's garden, and that is my Granny's name ( I really call her Nana). How perfect!!! Thank you Jennifer!! She loved it!!! Also, gifts for my mom's sister Denise. And the little girl you will see here and there is one of my Aunt Denise's kids, Carolina, pronounced (Cado-Leena, long a)cute huh?
My Grandma cooks on this. Can you believe it? They got her a real new stove/oven, but she still likes to use this…I love it myself. I think it is wonderful!!
And now, the moment I have been waiting for this whole post!!!
My grandma has this little door at the top of the stairs. This tiny door leads to a long room. In this room there is another tiny door at the end. it is taped up and closed off. It is an attic. An attic that houses treasures beyond our wildest imagination! One day, I am going to go visit her and peek through all the treasures!!
Having Carolina there was so interesting. I had a sense of nostalgia…As she was carrying on with my Grandma, trying on furs and such, I realized, she is having the same magical experiences I had with my Grandma at that age. It was so touching…
The steepest stairs on the planet…(until 2 years ago there was never a handrail on these stairs, so you could drop off onto the polished brick floor and crack your head if you weren't careful.)
Me, opening the door….
(We did not go deep into the attic, it is closed off, I will be back with that story someday…)
It gets better. This house is said to be haunted..It is on a cliff…And there is a cesspool, which I guess is like a big open septic tank, closed with a huge metal door. In this cesspool they found human bones in the 40's. A man murdered his wife, so the story goes….There is also a witches house on the property…But, now, it is totally deteriorated…I wonder what is inside.. My Grandma says it is full of treasures…As the aunts were witches too…
Carolina re-tells me the same story I grew up with.. I love it…And I act as though I have never heard it before…
Scary cesspool that you can easily fall into if you go down there….
Witches house…
Carolina telling me about the Witch…
Witches brew…(Granny made it)
When I was a little girl, this "bird-man" lived across the way from my grandparents. He built this huge bird house, it was phenomenal. I saw for the first time, that it has collapsed and deteriorated. It used to look like a secret garden.. Now it is just dead and falling apart.. so sad….
Well, it was all fun. But, now it was time to go home… Back on the freeway I go.. Half-way to Tucson there is a Border Patrol checkpoint….And then smooth sailing back to Catalina…Packed with delicious food for Mr. Lovee… (Tinga)
Hello Tucson!!
Almost to Catalina
I am not even stopping at my home in town…Straight to another hidden place, where my heart and soul thrive…
The yard-sale dog rests….
A place, where my studio awaits, and I should be ashamed to let you see what a disaster it really is…
Okay, I better get to work. As this longest post ever has taken me forever, and you are probably totally sick of my world by now…..xxo
Too bad I left these lounge chairs behind…. 😉 I could use some R&R…

























































































I read the whole thing!!!
Your journey sounds beautiful, and your mommy, she liked the blocks???
glad you got to refresh and play…I loved all the photos.
I miss you!!!!!!!!
No seriously, I can not believe that fairy contraption. I think everyone must have one of those…..!:-)
I love your photo of ‘nowhere’, it’s so beautifully framed by the tree. Thanks for showing us a little peep into your world and where you come from, I really enjoyed traveling with you. And it wasn’t too long, it was fabuloso!
Miss fanciful…i have never been to where you are…i have never walked in your fabulous shoes….but i truely felt i had been sitting right there in your car with you…it was far from boring…more exciting!! just to see what u saw. your mother lives in such a beautiful house and area…loved her garden. and that childs desk- the colours are so fun…think i’ll paint sophia’s desk like that.
you all looked like you had such fun.
what a wonderful life you lead…heaven.
beautiful places….beautiful blog.
now u rest….
x x x x x kazzy x x x x
Hi ! Thanks for stopping by my bloggie! I a mglad you did ,cuz I got to see this post! I used to live in AZ. and went to Nogales ! It is crazy there! I had a blast reading about your trip! I love that your Nana still cooks on that stove! Food taste BETTER coming from an oven like that! Now I have you on my list I’ll be back!
Oh Vanessa. Thank you so much for the tour!
I knew already you guys were RICH Heehee cuz I already saw that pool and backyard once…and you two kiddos are so smart cuz you’ve got parents who have taken you places and shown you so much! Your abuela is sweet with her garden and witchy tales… And did Cado-leena give you the baby bug???? I’m sick and sad over borders. I’d hate to be on the unwanted side. Looking in on the wanted side and seeing some people pass thru.
Did you see Kandeedo’s fanciful twisty beds?! I love those! Did you eat those three cheesecakes?
My aunt and uncle have a wee door to their mystical attic too!
Oh my goodness this was the wonderful adventure and voyage of discovery!! I adored seeing all the photographs, it is so very different from my world. In nottigham everything is so small and crowded…no space, little colour and not enough sky!!! But your world, with the neverending views and such blue….everywhere. Oh I want to comment on everything, you parents beautiful stunning house and garden and pool, the hidden attic, the witches house and the bird man house, just all so wonderful!!! As are you my dear, and kandeedo, a beautiful family as I am sure you all are.
Thank you so much for sharing your world!! xxx
That’s the kind of middle of nowhere I like…it’s so amazing down there! I loved all the pictures…and the shoes were one’s to drool over (cause there’s nothing like shoes is there?) Oh my…I think I need to get serious about journeying down there…
Wow that was so interesting. I love seeing other people’s landscapes and journeys. It certainly was not too long, I could have read on for longer! The blue skies were divine….sighs…..Catherine xx
Of course I read the whole thing! I love snippets – and PHOTOS! – of your world! Looks like you have a delightful family. Your Mom looks so nice, reminds me of my own, actually. And your Grandmother’s place looks magical indeed. Can’t wait for the story about the door at the end of the attic! I will stay tuned…
Love to you, dear… 🙂
That was delightful….really enjoyed meeting your family and family home! The dersert is beautiful…what views!
I adored Carolina, a perfect fit in that secret doorway…such memories in the making for her.
LOVE your little plates…please please make more of those available!
Never boring! thoroughly enjoyable!
OOOOO,next time lets go DEEP in the attic and(read with ghostly vibratto) inside the witches house!
You boring – never. Actually I love the desert having spent several holidays in New Mexico and Nevada when I was a child. In fact one of my fav places to ride (horseback) is through the desert. So it was lovely to see these pictures.
that was simply amazing!!!! *No wonder* you are so full of magic and whimsy, with all that enchanted beauty all around you!! It makes me loooooong to see the desert so much. Thank you so much for sharing that, it was a grand adventure indeed! 🙂
So happy to travel into your world. That is really what makes blogging so fun. I love your paper files; where did you find them?
I loved going on that trip with you! So many things to see and the stories and lore. Birdhouses, witches houses, killer cess pools, border fences, I mean it’s a mix of Babel and Black Dahlia and Mulholland Drive and maybe I am reading too much into it and it was just a lovely Mother’s Day get together. Either that or I am getting wrapped up in your intoxicating web of a tale that you effortlessly spin.
Thanks so much for allowing me to tag along on your beautiful, magical adventure.
Dang, my eyelashes look long in that picture of the placita. UMMM…I don’t think you are stealing that desk from me. NO NO NO. That is mine, all mine. I think it is funny how everyone calls me Kandeedo, even you, haha. My alter ego, Kandeedo Firulais.
That must have been the longest post EVER!
Are you sure you are not a very famous novelist missy???Loved it as usual!
xoxo Dees
I’m so glad you didn’t erase it…it was lovely to see your family and pictures along the way…
love Kandeedos’ room, so fanciful!!
your parents’ place is amazing and beautiful, and a pool too, Wowza!
and Mama’s outfit! what a classy lady she is..
what is in your Granny’s witches brew? Loved her stove too!
that was great! i have been through nogales before. sometimes we passed through that checkpoint going to see la familia en mexico. (but usually we went through yuma/san luis) haven’t been through there for a really long time though. i love the name of that one place in the photo…’cinderella’! hee, hee! your parents home looks like a lovely oasis in the desert! your abuelita’s house with the little door to the mysterious room, and ‘deadly, scary cesspool’, and cool old-fashioned stove…too fun! thanks for ‘taking us’ on your trip! it could have been even longer, and i still would have read it all!
What a wonderful trip down memory lane~witches, border patrol, and no-man’s land!! You could write a story just based on that. lol
But I must tell you, I’d rather live in no-mans land that in the city with zero-lot lines…You’ve had it good my friend!!
Can I come hang out with you in your studio? I promise I won’t get in your way. lol
Til next time, xo kelly
How weird
I commented last night but my comment isnt here?!! vanished!!
anyway glad you didnt delete as I love all the pics and the tour…its so different to how I imagined it to be!!!
your parents house looks amazing, your dad is too cute!!
its like he is greeting us ‘Mi Casa tu Casa’
what a stylish mum you have – love the necklace Vanessa!!
Ohhh and Kandeedo’s shoes – gorgeous!!!
What a spectacular trip I just took sitting right here in front of the screen! Oooooh how fun!!!
You have such a colorful, fun, vibrant family 🙂 No wonder both you girls rock!!
Reasons why Vanessa is the best:
1. Every time she writes a post, you feel like her friend, along for the ride. Especially when the post is long and chock-full of photos.
2. When you are feeling really lonely, you visit over here, and you’re not alone any more.
I love you dear, and I’ve never even met you. You made a tough mother’s day really fun for me. 😉
Would Mr. Lovee give you a chinga if you didn’t bring the tinga???
I feel like I spent Mother’s Day with your family and had a ball doing so. You photos made me feel nostalgic for a history that I don’t even have (how’s that for strange?). It sounds like you’ve been blessed with an amazing family.
That attic reminds me of Jeliza-Rose in Tideland sneaking into the attic. You should have had Carolina put doll heads on her fingers. It would have amused me… but probably only me.
You live in such a beautiful place. So different from the beauty in which I live, but just as wonderful!
I miss you!
This was amazing….I read it all!!!!
Thanks for taking us with you….I love, love, love Kandeedo’s room in your Mom`s house…lovely home they have….great family…fabulous post
Dear Vanessa
I loved every mile of this journey. You always make your posts an interesting adventure. So glad you didn’t alter a thing. So honest and enjoyable to take a peek into your world! As a mother it’s interesting to see where an artist comes from, and how she sees the world! As for your studio, if it was perfect I doubt you’d have much time to create the beautiful things that you do! Thanks for sharing this piece of your life! Loved your moms blue necklace…
Take care Giggles
I went through the whole thing too. I love the pictures and I love your parents house. I’ll live with them!!! I’ll keep them company! 🙂 I am dying to take a trip to AZ (never been) and these photos entice me even more.
Love the Kandeedo shoes. This was actually one of my favorite posts ever. I love to see someone else’s world and family and friends and activities.. It’s the ultimate escapism. Loved that you grew up in the middle of no-where. That is a good place to grow an imagination like the gifted one that you have!
Vanessa, I love, love, love this post – all that Arizona beauty! And the Mexico bit looks really fun – a haunted house and attic full of treasures? Take me with you!
What a great journey (I’d steal that desk too). xo
wow! Thanks for taking me along! That was awesome! Your Granny looks super cool- can’t wait to hear attic stories!!!! What wonderful memories you have made- your family looks lovely. You are blessed.
Whew, finally! Not regarding the post, silly! I had ya didn’t I? hee hee hee I can be long winded and go on for ages, not that you did, so I love length, hah! it shows stamina.
I couldn’t get in to comment. Argh! Dunno why but I couldn’t but alas, I’m back.
I loved the road trip. It felt as if I were with you. Love the big boulders in the back garden. I LOVE Wooly’s but I never heard of Kress? We even had a Wooly’s in Germany and it was one of my faves. I wonder if there are any left. The good old days. You are too young to know Zodys and Gemco, not as good but takes me back, like Wooly’s. I still own a denim jacket I bought at Wooly’s in Germany.
I noticed an El Paso sign on the highway. I had THE best burrito ever, across the border at El Paso. I will always associate it with that.
Who’s canine? Yours? Pardon me, but I’m new around here and I’m learning. I like him/her:)
The studio is schnazzy.
xo
Seester, I tagged you. TAG, you’re it!
That was fun! I read the whole thing and wasn’t bored for a second. Very fascinating!
I love, love, loved this! Your life is SO different from mine!
Wow… that was a post. But, entirely fun to read. A nice visual tour of your world… Arizona looks enchanting. (completely different from the NW and alluring because of it!)
Now, you need a little R and R… find one of those loungers and SIT. 😀
Doesn’t Nogalas have any art galleries, I went to the Nogalas website to see…
I love those cute twin beds, would be great for a slumber party for two girls.
So thankful you never erased this post; not boring at all, it was like take a mini trip. I love the terrain of Tuscon and beyond.I loved this post! Ahh the impressions of our youth.